Can't explain ft. Ethan Marino Lyrics

Really can't explain exactly how I feel

Trying to numb this pain but I don't want to pop pills

Don't get me wrong I don't want to kill myself

Maybe I just need some help

Don't know why my mental health's like this

I might lose myself

I can try to run away from it

But theres just no way

It just comes another day

Like there's no other way

I can't take more of this pain

No matter how much I gain

I'm still feeling like i'm worthless

Like none of this is worth it

I've done all of this searching

And somehow I still feel lost

Something always feels off

This shit pisses me off

Because I don't know what's wrong with me

Baby come along with me

Will you just stay strong with me

I can't tell if I need you

Sometimes it's gone when I see you

Maybe it might be you

I think it just might be you

I really don't think I trust myself no more

I've been inching from my past

And I'll do what I do best

Writing this song when i'm sounding depressed

Neglecting the actions to pick up the mess

Man I really hate myself right now

Can't look in the mirror I don't know how

I don't want to pop pills

But i'm this damn close and I might just drop still

So tell me how can I heal

When i'm crying for help and yall just watch still

Pray to god she tell me that she messing with my eyes

Never will she know what i'm holding, about to cry

Never will she know that I really want to do

Never will I know when it'll be our last goodbye

I don't think i'm wrong when I say that I can't cope

But it's messing with my head though

And I cannot ask for the stuff that I need

So what's affecting me more

I really don't want to take these drugs and just go fly away

I really want to help myself

I really don't want to take these drugs and just go fly away

I really want to help myself

I really want to help myself

Really can't explain exactly how I feel

Trying to numb this pain but I don't want to pop pills

Don't get me wrong I don't want to kill myself

Maybe I just need some help

Don't know why my mental health's like this

I might lose myself

I can try to run away from it

But theres just no way

It just comes another day

Like there's no other way

I can't take more of this pain

No matter how much I gain

I'm still feeling like i'm worthless

Like none of this is worth it

I've done all of this searching

And somehow I still feel lost

Something always feels off

This shit pisses me off

Because I don't know what's wrong with me

Baby come along with me

Will you just stay strong with me

I can't tell if I need you

Sometimes it's gone when I see you

Maybe it might be you

I think it just might be you