Sunshine in the rain Lyrics

So many feelings I keep bottled up inside

I want to vent but I just can't swallow my pride

I'm only human though there's no reason to hide

I'll roll my feelings in a blunt and I get high

There's so much more to life than just living to die

I know that sometimes it can feel like that's a lie

It seems like nothing I can say could justify

This world we live in when you struggle to get by

Sometimes I want to throw my life away

But I gotta live to see the brighter days

It's hard not to let my thoughts lead me astray

But nobody else but I can light the way

If I fail I only got myself to blame

Hid my feelings don't know why I was ashamed

Still this smile on my phone don't stop the pain

It kind of feels like when the sun shines in the rain

The way I feel it's getting harder to pretend

Like I'm ok when I just want my life to end

But if I fall I gotta get back up again

I'll keep on fighting I refuse to let it win

I'll keep on fighting I refuse to let it win

I'll keep on fighting I refuse to let it win

Sometimes I want to throw my life away

But I gotta live to see the brighter days

It's hard not to let my thoughts lead me astray

But nobody else but I can light the way

If I fail I only got myself to blame

Hid my feelings don't know why I was ashamed

Still this smile on my phone don't stop the pain

It kind of feels like when the sun shines in the rain