For If I Am Still Alive Lyrics

I'm watching the clock as it is tick tockin'

Can I steal your time, baby put it in a pocket

I don't study science but I pop off like a rocket

NASA gave me creds you can ride up in my cockpit

Mission never achieved but I'm taking all my time

Listen to my elders, history ain't gon' rewind

Miss the good days, shout out to the 05'

17 Years later, I'm on a different grind

On some Drake shit

Started from the bottom where I used to feel basic

Now I got a job that can take me to places

Different vibes, different times

I need to try, need to try

To make it out in the big big world

It's me my friends, family, and girl

I don't need diamonds, gold, gifts, or pearls

Cause I got a gift I'll show it to the world

There's a lot on my mind, and I know I got time

But I just can't help but think

Hope that I can feel alive, feel alive

I know that I feel alive, feel alive

And the trauma brings pain

I can't take that away

So I just try to make a way

Hope that I can be alive, be alive

Hope that I am still alive, still alive

These hating ass niggas on this ice like they're Frozone

Burning through the time, warm it up like its cocoa

I don't even know where I really gotta go go

Come up on this journey with me, we can go in slow mo'

I've been trying to change for a minute now

I've been trying to change for the better now

I ain't going to wait for something to happen I'm done sitting round'

Think about the actions and how they've affected other people now

Pitter patter pitter patter, rain sounds

Sitting in my room, Lo-fi pounds

I count to three

Different voices, I'll tell you what I see

Mom yelling at me saying that I can't leave

Dad telling me things that make my heart bleed

My sister feeling like I'm only full of greed

But I'll change that, yes I will make it

Take the crowd on as I take the stage next

There's a lot on my mind, and I know I got time

But I just can't help but think

Hope that I can feel alive, feel alive

I know that I feel alive, feel alive

And the trauma brings pain

I can't take that away

So I just try to make a way

Hope that I can be alive, be alive

Hope that I am still alive, still alive