Confessions ft. Low Porosity Lyrics

I took my time, I fought my brain

Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain

Devil said hi, God called my name

To hell and back, he rose again

She hurt me bad, filled me with rage

Despite the love, they act the same

I know that winners got a circle

But you can't reach it if you stay sane

I know you've seen me cry these tears

Yet I won't ever be ashamed

Cause I'm addicted to this triangle

Of Love, Happy, and Pain

A black man standing in America

With nothing left to gain

No I won't lose myself to the world

Otherwise I'll never be the same

Yall niggas want facts

No I ain't speaking no cap

Lemme write about my life in this rap

At 8 years old, Cassidy was loving on me

After Tyrese ain't want her back

At ten years old, started sinning about my age

Cause I didn't want to be so different

8 Years passed by

Hell was starting to thrive

Cause the lies kept on winning

I was sinning

Felt like it was the beginning

Devil had started grinning

I was preaching

Filmed those other kids, my camera was doing my teaching

Now I see it

Now I see it

Sometimes I feel like I can't do this, don't believe it

Destituted in my own universe

Living in the world while I'm in the hearse

Feel like I'm dead but I'm getting worse

No spells to break me from this hidden curse

That's the way that I've always timed it

Clock spinning but the world stays silent

I feel like I'm gonna start a riot

Stop lying on me cause all you niggas tried it

I can't escape nor can I breathe in this empty room

Where a noose hangs above my head as a clue

Should I kill myself or man should I really live for you?

Cause by the time you pick a decision it'll already be too soon

And I just keep on feeling like I am a renegade

Heard this life was too much to bargain on the life I made

I promise you I wouldn't do nothing for this I trade

Everything else, for nothing in power cause I gotta say

I took my time, I fought my brain

Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain

Devil said hi, God called my name

To hell and back, he rose again

She hurt me bad, filled me with rage

Despite the love, they act the same

I know that winners got a circle

But you can't reach it if you stay sane

I know you've seen me cry these tears

Yet I won't ever be ashamed

Cause I'm addicted to this triangle

Of Love, Happy, and Pain

A black man standing in America

With nothing left to gain

No I won't lose myself to the world

Otherwise I'll never be the same

I'll never be the same

I'll never be the same

These demons tryna control me

Devil on me

Devil on me

Ah

Ah I be wondering

How am I gonna stop suffering

I'm trying

I'm trying

I'm trying

I be tryna contemplate things

Tryna to erase things

Tryna change the history bothering me

I try to be

Suffocating the suffering

Suffocating the suffering

They call me Low Porosity

But my hair is dry

My phone is dry

And all I do is cry

And every single night

I don't see no light

And I'm tryna wonder if this fight is worth the fight

I took my time, I fought my brain

Worked hard and cried, still felt some pain

Devil said hi, God called my name

To hell and back, he rose again

She hurt me bad, filled me with rage

Despite the love, they act the same

I know that winners got a circle

But you can't reach it if you stay sane

I know you've seen me cry these tears

Yet I won't ever be ashamed

Cause I'm addicted to this triangle

Of Love, Happy, and Pain

A black man standing in America

With nothing left to gain

No I won't lose myself to the world

Otherwise I'll never be the same