My Suicide Testimony Now Get Up! Lyrics

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Suicide

I been suicidal

I don't even know how many times

I can't even count on my fingers

I know I'm free from it now though

Listen

Don't kill yourself cause it ain't worth it fam

I know you think nobody give a damn

Yea

I know you want all of them voices banned

Yea

I know you sinking in sin sinking sand

I know you reaching out to YHWH here's a helping hand

From an instrument in His tool box

His tune is playing

My pain for you He drew it in my life so I can show displaying

My feelings were betraying in my mortal man I felt abandoned

I felt He wasn't saying nothing

I felt a sad end coming

You know the devil wasn't too far behind he walked in cunning

Tempting me now my skin I'm cutting

Look at me now my wrist is bloody

Then the blood started pouring on Jesus tatted name on my wrist

now the tears are coming down

Thinking bout my bloody Savior on the cross

I'm bout to take my life when He gave His life freely for us

To live we covered

Thinking bout that in that moment I got delivered

From my end my demise

He gave me a way out

But you know the devil still there he ain't ga give up

Yea I'm telling y'all my story and you better

You better not give up

You better not give up

You better get up

You better get up

I know it get rough

I know it get tough

I know my sister

I know my brother

I

I

I know I know I know I know

But you gotta let go

You gotta let go

You gotta let go and let God have control

Please let Him have

Please let Him have control

Give Him your soul

Just repent

He change

He can fix anything

Take it from me

I got several suicide testimonies

I'm still here

Yea

I got a beautiful daughter

And a wife now yea I'm still here

Yea

A lot of people wanted me dead a lot of people wanted me to drown but I'm still here

A lot people wanted me gone I'm still here

Yea yea

Mrs. Tate I'm still here

Yea you tried to kill me I'm still here

Yea devil you tried to instill fear

Yea you couldn't break me I'm still here

Yea you couldn't take me I'm still here

Yea and my Lord and Savior He still here

Yea He still here Yea He still here

Yea He still here Yea He still here

Let's get the games popping

Wha wha wha wha wha wha wha what

What you ga do

My God He still here

Still here

My GOd He still here

Still here

Yea my Savior Yeshua Hamashiach

Yea Yea He still here