ima POe Til it's no MOe Outro... 2Beacon.... Lyrics

I pour and poe

And pour and poe

I pour and poe

And pour and poe

And people still want more

And people still want moe

Feel conflicted in my flesh feel like a tear in me

I feel conflicted in my flesh feel like a tear in me

Like a tear in me

And I ain't got nothing to show

I feel conflicted in my my flesh feel like tear in me

I use to sit and talk my problems out at therapy

Feel like I'm destined just to fail so they can laugh at me

Feel like some people wanna take my life and bury me

I had some people in my life ain't they wasn't really friends

I could my own brother temp me to fall in sin

These people in the world they know me but I do not know them

Why I'm having all these dreams it's so confusing

I lost my memory last year couldn't make no music

I couldn't rap or even vent my pain through this

Why do these people that I love just wanna use me

I use ta see what people do but I'd excuse it

They take my love and grace for granted they abuse it

I love to hard that's why I feel so foolish

I give my all ta people then they act so clueless

These people park on top my feelings I guess it's amusement

I gave my all to people and I never got nothing back in return

These people don't call my phone or ask me how you doing sir

All my life so misunderstood I'm such a loner

Sometimes I feel I shoulda just sold coke on the corner

Sometimes I feel I shoulda just fit In feel like roamer

Sometimes I wanna just run away never pick my phone up

One moment I'm feeling straight then suicide just show up

Be seeing demons in my dreams they like ta show up

I bind em send em back and then they sending more

They sending more

They sending more

I bind em send em back and then they sending more

They sending more

They sending more

This ain't a game I ain't playing this ain't no remote

This ain't no remote

This ain't no remote

Pray to Jesus cause He chilling on my boat

Row

On my boat

Row

On my boat

Row

I fight for righteous but still go so low solo

Ta keep it Frank it feel like I can't take no more

My shepherd said I'm David

High high's and lo lo's

Every time I wanna do right evil so close

Everytime I runnin from the sin the devil provoke

Somebody close to me said I'm hyper spiritual but she don't know

This warfare different all these serpents want my soul

Been in psych ward bout three four times they think I'm crazy

You know

I over think and just sink in silent

I just cave in

I finally get out my despair and start worshipping and praying

Then the attack just come back heavier

Bape hey I'm crazy

Yea yea I'm crazy

Okay Ugh yea UGH

Don't know if it's real cause my mental is tow up

Good doctor fix my brain please sow it up

My brain passing limits surprised it ain't blow up

People be jealous and they envy breed

All these gifts come with a

Big cost

The burden on my back bi bi bi big y'all

I pray one day it change

And if it don't y'all

My treasures stored in heaven

And for me that just to see God

In His presence in awe

Regardless I'm praise the Savior cause He paid big a cost

God in flesh lost His life gave up His life

That's why I cannot give up

Cause my afflictions can't even tally up to what

He did for me