God Lyrics

I've been on a journey

That took me far from Earth

And I knew the God who knew me since birth

Now I'm stretched out on a gurney

Last breath like my first

It's unfamiliar

I've attempted to know what I'm feeling

Every second since I started thinking

Over a thousand songs in

Still don't know where to begin

It's unfamiliar

And God, I'll see You in a minute

And I'll ask You why You made my mind different

'Cuz where they see Your sunsets, well, I see a story ending

Sometimes I wish I'd stop thinking

Oh, I hope I never think again when I go to meet You, God

I've regretted all the moments I've wasted

Too busy dreaming to remember I'm awake, and

I've lost out on love

'Cuz real life wasn't enough

It's unfamiliar

If I lyricize more can I fix this

Is the answer in the pain I've experienced

You keep stacking it on

Why's it feel like they've won

That's so familiar

It's so familiar

God, I'll see You in a minute

And I'll ask You made my mind different

'Cuz where they see Your sunsets, well, I see a story ending

Sometimes I wish I'd stop thinking

Oh, I hope I never think again when I go to meet You, God

Now they've made You seem so far away

But in truth I know that I'm the one who's changed

My heart has grown calloused

My faith's been challenged

It's unfamiliar

I'm still questioning why it all went this way

I'm relearning to love You, relearning to pray

Still got hope in tomorrow

A sunrise still follows

Unfamiliar hope still awaits

God, I'll see you in a minute

And I'll ask You why You made my mind different

'Cuz where they see Your sunsets, well, I see a story ending

Sometimes I wish I'd stop thinking

Oh, I hope I never think again when I go to meet You, God

Have I lived more or less

Pondering every test

Does the existentialist

Exist more then the rest

Am I wasting each breath

Am I better off yet

Is my mind how I'm blessed

Or will thoughts be my death

I don't know

I don't know yet

I don't know

I don't know yet

I don'y know

I don't know yet

I don't know