Troubled Headspace Lyrics

Yeah

Listen

Took a minute to address the issues

I got scars in my brain so I bleed tissues

How do I explain a thousand things at once?

How can I make them understand what I go through month by month?

Should've kept it real from the jump

Last track on a bonus tape, and I'm finally getting to it

I just wonder if they judge

Wonder if anybody listening, if so do they listen much?

Burning questions without answers so I'm getting hot like a school lunch

Wonder if they think I'm cool much

I know it don't matter, but after a while I had grew a hunch

That they was talkin' on my name when I left the room

I just wish they'd conversate like I was there too

I be feelin' like it's so much on my plate, and this ain't fair food

I wouldn't dare you, ask me bout nothin'

'Cause when the inside comes out, it's like a pipe leak without a plumber

Then we all in trouble

And I hate being a bother

I hate feelin' like I move without honor

I hate being myself

They all expect a proper scholar working endless for a dollar, and that just ain't me

And I hate bringing dishonor

I hate hate, but I hate love

Not the kind from up above, I'm talkin' the fakes frontin' to us all

It be the ones with which you play ball,

And then all of a sudden, you gotta put up a wall

Ready the defense, so at the least you can stall

But if I can recall, it's never you that stands tall

In the end, we all fall

In the end, we all fall

Yeah

We all fall

And I'm just try'na rebuild, it's some holes to fill

Should've kept it real, and I apologize for how I feel

I be troubled with my own ways

Reminiscent on the old days

And I'm sorry for my cold ways

I guess they formed over time with these froze waves

I got a road paved

But my legs ain't holding