Past Dealings Lyrics

Sometimes I be pained on the pain of my past dealings

But if I ain't go through what I did I wouldn't have been healin'

Yeah

Aye

Sometimes I be pained on the pain of my past dealings

But if I ain't go through what I did I wouldn't have been healin'

If I ain't know this pain I wouldn't have been feelin'

If I had had what I didn't I wouldn't be speakin'

Oh, I hate me and all the things I know about me

But I can't take back what I've done and I've seen

So I can only flip it and grow up that's my routine

Oh, I hate me and all the things I know about me

But I can't take back what I've done and I've seen

So I can only flip it and grow up that's my routine

Can't take back what I've seen

Some points in my life I wish I could've intervened

I been wanted to scream

I been put up a screen

Since before fourteen

A horror scene, in my head but it caught up

Never thought that I'd be caught up

And this ain't all 'bout how I was brought up

Some events is unforeseen, some of it is in the genes

But if one thing's true, I can't change what be

So I ain't fine really, ain't got time to be silly

My soul guilty, chilly, too cold like we in the Windy City

And although I have regrets, I hold 'em all dearly

Cause if nothing shaped me up, it was the times I was fearin'

Sometimes I be pained on the pain of my past dealings

But if I ain't go through what I did I wouldn't have been healin'

If I ain't know this pain I wouldn't have been feelin'

If I had had what I didn't I wouldn't be speakin'

Oh, I hate me and all the things I know about me

But I can't take back what I've done and I've seen

So I can only flip it and grow up that's my routine

Oh, I hate me and all the things I know about me

But I can't take back what I've done and I've seen

So I can only flip it and grow up that's my routine

So I keep my head up

I'm gon' heat this bread up

I'm gon' turn the temp up, and I'ma set my bed up

'Cause I ain't sleepin' until all my family fed up

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