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Cold Human Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
As I sit here and think about all I've done wrong
Every morning I look under the pillow and reach for a gun
I just wanna grab it and squeeze
Cock aim and release
So Sick of this fucking schizophrenic disease
But it has changed me
Probably made me
Talking to myself everybody thinks that I'm crazy
But Where were you when I needed you the most
Where were you when I had no where go
You were No where to be seen
Because I was sorta a feen
Now I've grown up the man y'all acting to keen
Some say it coulda been the fucking hard drugs
Or my dad always bashing up on my mum
The difference with me and you I did it alone
The difference with me and you, you had somewhere to go
So please don't come to at me with your troubles
Guarantee mine are worse I'm dealing with doubles
These voices in my head
I just wanna be dead
So sick and fucking tired always taking my meds
I hear lotta ya say you been to hell and back
But I'm still in hell and the devil won't let me back
So I sit and pray
For some better days
Can't believe the anxiety is eating away
You can't get close to me
Cause when you do
You feel that evil grab ya neck and choke you toooo
Thinking
Am I crazy am I crazy
Is this the way way god made me
Maybe I am
Maybe I'm not
Could drugs be the reason that I lost the plot
I dunno why
All These demons inside
Always telling me that I'll never fucking survive
Tell me how the fuck you meant to get through that
Put that bullet in the chamber and go
Now it hurts cause I'm a cold human
Thinking how the fuck fuck i get through this
Am I stupid
Am I stupid
How the fuck am I gonna get through this
Now it hurts cause I'm a cold human
Thinking how the fuck fuck i get through this
Am I stupid
Am I stupid
How the fuck am I gonna get through this
Could be Hereditary
Or how it was stained in jeans
But guarantee it was the reason I was running with feeens
I've been through darkest
I've stood with the baddest
Still unknown why ended up the saddest
Am I crazy am I crazy
If your watching lord please save me
Please save me
Please save me
Please save me
Please save me
I'm so lost Couldn't tell you when I'll be back
Just know if said I love you i fucking mean that
So when they lay me to rest
Just know I tried my best
All these up and downs in life was a big test
Don't cry for me now
Satans opened door
I always thought my life would mean just lil more
Can't deal the pain
I'll throw it away
Wish I could detox my brain and body today
To go back to where I lived
As that innocent kid
I'll never ever say sorry
I did what did
I'm twisting up inside of my head
How could I be the only cunt that wants to drop dead
Imma trying survive
Only way I can
This is a survival of darkest darkest of men
I got trust issues and yeah they roll deep
Why no one wanna be wolf instead of the sheep
This where I cut it off
My life not enough
God dealt me my cards but I'm seeing his bluff
I wanna kick and scream
No emotions left
That's why I put this down on my pad an my pen
It's the only way to express how I feel
Chased so many monsters I just wanted to kill
Shouldn't let him win
But it came from with in
This creature took my soul and he's counted my sins
Now it hurts cause I'm a cold human
Thinking how the fuck fuck i get through this
Am I stupid
Am I stupid
How the fuck am I gonna get through this
Now it hurts cause I'm a cold human
Thinking how the fuck fuck i get through this
Am I stupid
Am I stupid
How the fuck am I gonna get through this