The girl who lost her grip Lyrics

What am I supposed to do now that you're gone

I can't go on

Edinburgh to Africa felt like a blink

I'm on my knees

And I'm holding on to every scrap, every piece of paper I can find

I'll hold it like I used to hold you

They say that I need to adapt

They say "move on"

But I'll still call you mine

I'll love you like I've always loved you

I guess I'm the girl who lost her grip

They gather around and watch me slip as I do my best

Try to fix this mess

Of course, I'll just make things worse

Because I'm the girl who lost her grip on reality

Lost all sense of normality

Lost all control

Too far gone to console

What a poor restless soul

How am I supposed to laugh now that you're gone

It feels so wrong

Upstate New York to a small town in New Jersey

A house that should've been for you and me

I guess I could try to live here, but it wouldn't be the same without you, dear

I'd be lonely

They say that I need to adapt

Learn to cope

But how can I do that when you were my one and only

I guess I'm the girl who lost her grip

They gather around and watch me slip as I do my best

Try to fix this mess

Of course, I'll just make things worse

Because I'm the girl who lost her grip on reality

Lost all sense of normality

Lost all control

Too far gone to console

What a poor restless soul

Does it make me a bad person for trying to live in the past

It's somewhere where I can still reach you

Would you hate me if you saw me trying way too hard to make this last

Don't think that I'm ready to leave you

I guess I'm the girl who lost her grip

They gather around and watch me slip as I do my best

Try to fix this mess

Of course, I'll just make things worse

Because I'm the girl who lost her grip on reality

Lost all sense of normality

Lost all control

Too far gone to console

What a poor restless soul