When Nothing Mattered More Than Friends ft. Mizz Fish, seiggel & ButterscotchBread Lyrics

I still remember the snow last December, the way that it fell on the ground

In this miserable place, with you, I felt safe

I thought that on you I could count

I remember last Christmas you got me a new disc

I was so excited to put it on

And we danced along to my favorite song

I can't believe those days are gone

How did such a happy story have such a tragic end

Could we go back to how it was back then

When nothing mattered more than friends

Before we lost that happiness to stubbornness and arrogance

I still remember the lingering embers you stared at in my fireplace

I let you borrow my things

Took you under my wing

But I guess that my trust was misplaced

I put my guard down just for you

I should have known you'd leave me too

But could we go back to how it was back then

When nothing mattered more than friends

Before we lost that happiness to selfishness and impudence

You needed me last December, but I was still in November, focusing only on my regrets

And I let everything that we had slip right through my hands

Am I the reason such a happy story had such a tragic end

I guess I showed up too little too late

Would things have been different if I had stayed

I can hardly remember the rain last December, but I know that burned through my skin

They all loved that version of me, the one who couldn't think

Would you love me more if I was who I was then

But could we go back to how it was back then

When nothing mattered more than friends

Before we lost that happiness to senselessness and belligerence

And I'm sorry I didn't become what you wanted

I'm sorry that I left all of your nights haunted

Why is it that you always leave in the end

Why is it, with you, everything's past tense

I still remember the snow last December, the way that it fell on the ground