The End Lyrics

You know that feeling of loneliness, it be creeping up

I got a positive mind, but I can't keep it up

Tired of being tired like I don't sleep enough

My friends thinking I'm good cus they don't see enough

Always fucking up vibes, like I can't do no right

Circle keep getting smaller I gotta keep it tight

Cus I been cut by some homies cus I ain't see the knife

I put that noose around my neck to get my peace tonight

But I ain't thinking right

I'm being selfish but I really be trying

See the smile on my face, but they don't see when I'm crying

Feeling like my mom ain't know me, I was being defiant

And social media depressing, seeing niggas who got it

A lot of people who believe in me

But the one girl who I loved, kept on leaving me

It's hard to realize but I know she never needed me

My baby bro the only thing that's really keeping me, Lord Knows

But when you really need a sign, bet the lord shows

And he will show it

You just gotta keep going

This shit gone get hard, it ain't always gone be easy

You just gotta know how to, keep ya mind right, you know

Yeah

Pencil to the pad when I'm tryna clear my mind

Asking for a handout only time they hit my line

And even when I'm down, tell myself I'll be alright

No matter how it is, gotta keep on going

He tryna hide his ways but they keep on showing

And no one understands so he can't be open

Closing out the world

I ain't asking for much, just keep it thurl

And if they say I'm blocking them out, tell them listen to the music

The weed ease the pain but I try not to abuse it

One minute they hate me, then they love me, it's so confusing

So I keep my feelings to myself, so they can't use it

I'm losing it

Shit different, I think I'm losing it

Choosing me, why the devil just keep on choosing me

Ruin me

It's like everything tryna ruin me

I know drugs ain't the answer but they just grew on me

Keep on pouring this codeine until it's all empty

Pills, weed, whatever's gone heal these scars in me

Don't know how I light her up, when it's so dark in me

Don't know how I give her love when it's no heart in me

So now I embrace the demons cus they apart of me

Love you until you winning and now they all envy

Almost gave up on music but it be calling me

Gotta make it the biggest, that's just the ball in me