REAL ME Lyrics

Your music, I do listen to your music

But I don't listen to your music

Because I don't want nobody to listen to it that I fuck with and say

Damn what your son out there like the rest of them little-

You know what I'm saying

But they going off the music, but they don't even know who you is

You understand what I'm saying

Yeah

So it's a difference

If I keep the same energy I got from pictures some years

Versus- you see what I'm saying

It's not like I'm tryna hide nothing

But at the same time, I don't want nobody to characterize my son

Then Ima feel some type of way about this person, and the next person

When it's just the music

Always talking bout my life, but I know everybody ain't gone feel me

And I try to hide this pain, but if I show it, that's the real me

It be hard to tell my dad that it's some niggas tryna kill me

That's why I can't show emotions, I can't show em I got feelings

Nah

My family tell me I'm the ticket

I know Leek be looking to me, he say ima be the richest

But this shit be getting wicked

Ain't no time to take no breaks, I ain't securing my position if I'm sitting

But I be feeling pain

Ain't nobody there to cover me, I'm sitting in the rain

I know these niggas envy, see these diamonds in my chain

Aw

Tryna get it the Out the mud, but it's blood in these stains

But I done seen the blood of my blood in this game

I'm taking all these drugs tryna run from the shame

I'm venting to my dawgs, they just shrug to what I'm saying

Like, something gotta give before these drugs take my brain away

Like how you do me dirty, got nothing to say

I'm tryna be here for you, you push me away

I'm tryna see the world, just hop on a plane and fly away

Yeah

And you say that you love me, don't love me the same

Tryna kick me when I'm down, I'm busting ya brain

It's crazy, when you fall, they be so quick to change

It's crazy

Yeah, but it don't phase me, cause I'm used to

Say you don't love me girl, but you used to