And Maybe Never Come Back Lyrics

I don't really care about how it used to be

I just wanna be alone

At last

I'm sick of trying for nothing

Isn't it great to be alive?

But who would miss me when I'm not?

I mean… Where's the purpose?

I don't feel useful

But I still have to survive

Maybe one day…

One day I'll look back and see what I did wrong

Or if what I did really WAS wrong

Sometimes it's easier to hide behind an obstacle instead of jumping over

But now

This is my time to spend

I don't wanna let it all just disappear

So you love your life

Everyone included

But you're incompetent of living it

Even if it's with someone else

And I was waiting for my relevance

The pathos

How I really am needed

That's why I consider myself selfish

That's why I tried to start over again

Cause my life is the last time I can feel alive

But the day will come

And I'll find out

That this time

Is the right time to leave

But maybe I just wanna live