Just for a While Lyrics

I said I'd do everything to find out how it feels like

And I meant it

At the moment I meant it

I just

I didn't want to lie

I wanted to start screaming

But I couldn't make a sound

And I still meant it

How rotten I feel inside

Just pretend to feel sorry for me

So I can come out

And find out

How useless you see me in your eyes

While there's this liquid in mine

Is it bad that I wanna feel fine?

Is it bad that I wanna feel something?

Joy, sorrow, just let me in

I wouldn't mind from time to time

Next time

There will be no next time

Or maybe

That's how I think I wanna look like

In front of you

You remember when I said I didn't wanna lie?

But before all this I didn't even wanna die

Was it finally too much to handle?

Cause I'm still alive

So pretend you feel sorry for me

Then I can come out

And find out

How useless you see me in your eyes

While there's this liquid in mine

Is it bad that I wanna feel fine?

Is it bad that I wanna feel something?

Joy, sorrow just let me in

I wouldn't mind from time to time

Was I forced to be mean?

I suppose I can't get enough

I just wanted to talk 'bout my future

That's all

Was I forced to be mean?

I suppose I can't get enough

I just wanted to talk 'bout my future

Is it bad that I wanna feel fine?

Is it bad that I wanna feel something?

I've never had so many thoughts in my head

This look at myself makes me sick