RUSTY Lyrics

Thought you seen me low

Now it seems stupid

Worse than it was before

All just for the music

Back then, I was well

In fact, I felt superhuman

Things are different for me now

Lemme tell you how I'm doing

I've been drowning in the worst of my regrets

Y'all ain't got a single fucking clue

I should've took the other path instead

Nowadays I'm looking for something new

Nowadays I'm questioning the future

Nowadays I'm bored and up and numb

Nowadays I don't have what I used to to help me get out of my rut

Ain't it funny how a tiny little thing

Could make me feel so alive

Just writing verse after verse

And nowadays I feel verse deprived

I know one thing for sure

When I make it to the afterlife

My name will echo through the stars along with everything I left behind

Take the obstacles and conquer all of em

Unstoppable. This animal inside

It's possible for me to make it

Someone told me there's potential in me

Try it

Breaking in. My momma left a note

Hurt I woke up in the hospital

Checked out that same day feeling horrible

Read the letter back and toss the envelope

Gonna take a new approach now

Gonna make the music part of me

And ain't gonna stop it until I'm living through a dream

Even with a chest full of heart

Or lungs full of smoke

No matter what situation I'm in

I'll fix it all on my own

Depressions been texting

It's been about a week

I left it on read

Like the blade did to me

I am not resting

I won't let nobody see

What my next move is

Or the next trick up my sleeve

Now I count all my sins

Yeah, I'm trans but I live

Like a normal person

Hard to grasp, isn't it

Dysphoria, my fight

Used to be all I write

But I made it out alive

No more Mr. NiceGuy

Nah

I'll work to take my title

Until the day that I'm viral

There's a one in million chance for this

Did you know that shit

Yeah, I know

Break away from all the stress

I don't wanna be depressed

I just wanna live the way I always thought I would

Like what the heck

Done giving out respect

That's what I said

I can't have no regrets when I meet the face of death

I wanna be the best me that I can be

I wanna go as far away as the eye can see

I wanna wake up everyday

Knowing life's going great

Without being pulled back by a way tighter lead

The rapping coaches me to breathe

Providing me relief

I refuse to die a loser

So I'll die with all my goals complete

Die with all my goals achieved

Writing dirty, writing clean

And though I might be rusty, I'll achieve my dreams by any means

And though I might be rusty, I'll achieve my dreams by any means

And though I might be rusty, I'll achieve my dreams by any means