Give You A Show Lyrics

Tears in my momma's eyes

But Lord knows I won't apologize

'Cause this is everything that I prophesized

All my dreams just turned into nightmares

In a room full of people still feel alone

When your heart's hard as a rock but nothing's set in stone

Destined to be the greatest

Livin' life at its lowest point

Get high when I'm low so I roll another joint

And pour another glass 'cause I don't have another choice

I'm talkin' truth I don't have another voice

I've been drinkin' more

Sleepin' a little less

I've been takin' some pills to try to help deal with the stress

I've been tellin' women I love 'em when really it's just sex

And I've been avoiding some shit I ain't ready to accept

But when the time comes and there's nothin' left to hide from

It either made you stronger or you died from it

I don't wanna live my life on stage

'Cause I don't wanna be the one to give you a show

I don't ever wanna have to hear you say

That I'm not the same person that you used to know

So I made a big mistake

Try to see it once my way

So I made a big mistake

Try to see it once my way

They say when you take a loss just know that's God's will

And it shouldn't make you question who you are still

But I need answers I need some understandin'

Why life ain't go the way I planned it

They say the truth hurt

Imagine how the lie feel

In a world so fake how do I even know I'm real

And honestly I thought I might give up this rap soon

Ever since me and Matt watched Fedor tap to Werdum

But I'm so scared to let y'all down

Scared I'll look up and won't see Amanda in the crowd

I lost myself lookin' for that crown

But I guess this is life right now

And all I can do is just sit back and wonder

What do you do when the lightning don't match the thunder

When the rain don't wash away the dirt

So numb to the pain that you wished that it hurt

I don't wanna live my life on stage

'Cause I don't wanna be the one to give you a show

I don't ever wanna have to hear you say

That I'm not the same person that you used to know

So I made a big mistake

Try to see it once my way

So I made a big mistake

Try to see it once my way

How the site of my best win be the site of my worst anguish

'Cause I ain't been right since that one night in Cambridge

My heart got ripped out

I paid that price

That you pay when you decide you want that life

See all my heroes got shot,

Shot themselves or died from shootin' up

So if they could deal imagine what this life will do to us

We lost the carelessness

Love ruined us

I never thought that this would be the two of us

Under a sky full of February stars

With a mind full of temporary scars

And I'm just hopin' that they don't turn permanent

'Cause you makin' all these short term plans with my heart

Lie to me some more I love the way it's sounds

Trust me a little less

Fire off another round

Take the man I've been and bury him in the ground

And bury him with his crown