Demonology Lyrics

My jaw locks tight

And my chest caves in

My vision starts to blur

From lack of oxygen

Is this what death is like

Or just how it begins

I'm starting to wonder if life

Was worth all my sins

My heart beat slows

And my lungs collapse

I'm forced to confront

All the courage that I lack

I'm weak in their presence

They consume me like I'm brunch

I feel their teeth on me

As I hear my bones crunch

Breastplate swells and my armor constricts

I try to argue with my demons but they may not exist at all

Religion teaching me conflicting things

And effigies are burning

Praising deities I'm struggling to see in me

Yeah

A dream I had showed Nickles in flame

I blame fear for letting loose and clouding vision the same way

This trial of denial makes me colder

Like a sober February wind

In retrospect

I thought it was still October

I wanna be free

Help me

I wanna be free

And I'll explain

That no one sees the world the way I do

And no one understands what I go through

And I would sell my soul to the devil

Just to keep the demons out of my head

And no one sees the world the way I do

And no one understands what I go through

And I would sell my soul to the devil

Just to keep the demons out of my head

Wake up

Everybody in the next life can hear me scream

Everybody in the next life wants me to dream about the bittersweet

Taste of hell's gates

Cuz something in my brain tells me everyone hates me

I sing to the world and I leave it to fate

Try to turn my life around but I see it too late

Even though I hate myself

I'm the only one who thinks I'm great

Everybody else

Fourteen-Eighty-Eight is more convincing

Than the Sixes Tripled

In my head arguments ripple

Now I'm convinced God is dead

But allow me to breathe

With no answer why is everyone

Keen to leave me

I proclaim to the world

Evangelism isn't for me

In your break and in your wake

Pray for me

I'm the devil from my temple

Sprouting horns

Cut my wrists now I bleed

Handcuffs are made of severed thorns

And no one sees the world the way I do

And no one understands what I go through

And I would sell my soul to the devil

Just to keep the demons out of my head

And no one sees the world the way I do

And no one understands what I go through

And I would sell my soul to the devil

Just to keep the demons out of my head

And no one sees the world the way I do

And no one understands what I go through

And I would sell my soul to the devil

Just to keep the demons out of my head

Competing only with

The sound of the leaves

I take a breath and

I try my best to scream

The sun hangs heavy

Shining through the clouds

Water pours through me

But doesn't make a sound

Fleeting are these moments

Drifting aimlessly through time

The sufferings so bitter

I have no time to question why

My faith begins to waiver

I savor every breath

Taste the iron on my tongue

From all the blood that I have left

Water pours through me

But doesn't make a sound

Quivering I lay awake

Six feet underground

The demons have consumed me

Now inside of me they dream

Nightmares of their power

Being beaten by a stream