Dashboard Lyrics

So many things are piling up

On my dashboard

So many things I'm not sure

I want to stand for

So many things are shaking me

Down to my core

So many things

So many things are piling up

On my dashboard

So many things I'm not sure

I want to stand for

So many things are shaking me

Down to my core

So many things

I hope I die a Martyr for a cause I've been given

I don't want to run this thing into the ground

I've been living with my head up

Trying to hide my deep desires I've been cooking in my kitchen

Tell me what it is in life I've been living

Hope I die before my time is up

They'll say I lived a good life even though a quick life

I hope I die before my time is up

I hope they wish that I had written more

Never getting tired of this recollective thought process within my fall

Never ready to return to my home

I gave it all up to a place of hope I've been relying on to keep me sane

More complicated than a lost relationship on my brain

I'm taking the time to recognize my mind

The fine rhymes that I've defined

They come easier to climb than what's at stake

When I reach my vocal break

I'm living life without a fake and honest cause to compensate I'm singing

To be or not to be

That's the question on my mind when I make my decisions

When I feel the incisions

For when I leave this mortal coil

Let it be known that I was finally free

I wake up in the morning with a pain in my head

I keep trying to find a reason to get myself out of bed

Sometimes I think I'm anorexic

I don't keep myself fed

I'm sick of looking in the mirror

Want to cut off my skin and shed the outer layer of it

So I see my own change

I'm sick of writing all these chapters without turning the page

I keep writing songs to sing but they're too far out of my range

Don't want to see how big the world is

I'm preferring my cage

Ay

My demons know how to fly

They don't need air to breathe

Caught up in my psyche now my worries are free

I know my fear is that we'll never again be what we thought we were

Ask me if I want to end it

I'll say I'm not sure

Cuz I'm afraid to jump hurdles but the hurdle's the shot

They say, "Do you want to be the killer?"

No I do not

That's why I'm hoping someone else will take the blame for my pain

This game is wearing my brain

I'm drained

It's driving me insane because

To be or not to be

That's the question on my mind when I make my decisions

When I feel the incisions

For when I leave this mortal coil

Let it be known that I was finally free