To Whom it May Concern Lyrics

Dear God or to whom it may concern, I

I'm really sorry that I let my bridges burn, talking

Work exerted that I know I ain't deserve

I hope you return to earth before my ashes in the urn

Being lost in the abyss was never part of the plan

Lord can you give me tips because I wanna understand

Think I learn the trick until you go and pull a switch

While my vision is eclipsed and now the glove is on the other hand

Be like Solomon and ask you for some wisdom

But demons keep on blocking me from reaching for your kingdom

I'm absolutely positive until it's flipping opposite

Within the hole I've fallen in I'm feeling like the victim

But that ain't you, no

It's really me, see

Find a new low

Feel like each week

Black and blue blows

And my knees weak

I need to know

Do you need me

I'm tryna breath please

I'm tryna believe

Always find myself knee deep in feces

Say lord forgive cause I got so much more to give

Then eat the fruit that you forbid and it all repeats

Lord can you take me home (Take me home)

Cause I've been gone for so long (So long)

When my sins become known

I lose the strength to hold on (Ho-old on)

All my seeds have been sewn

Hoping that they grow strong (Gro-ow strong)

Like water out of the stone

Bring purpose out of my wrongs (Wrongs)

Jesus wept, maybe him and I alot alike

I daydream nightmares and pray that it'll stop at night

Try to set me right like everytime I'm out of line

I know your standards high and so are mine, but now I see you got a type

In a sense my innocence was taken from me in a glimpse

Ridiculous my insolence and don't do my due diligence

But what professor doesn't iterate their syllabus

Think if I could talk to you then faith would be less rigorous

So here I am, living life that you have blessed me with

I miss the mark and fail every test you test me with

Almost starving but I'm looking at an empty dish

Why are my hands desolate I got here with like twenty fish

Maybe my problem is noticing the bright side

Miracles can only bless you from the right side

Remember back when I was bushy tailed and bright eyed

But now I'm so narrow minded that I'm feeling bite sized

Distance between us is growing so distant

Gratification I'm chasing is instant

Hope my persistence stays halfway consistent

So that when I'm missing I can ask you for assistance

Lord forgive me for the sins that I let weigh me down

I know you busy but you ain't gon' let them break me down

If you ain't around then will my faith breaking make a sound ?

If it's meant to be I pray you come down and you take me now

So even when I fail

Lord just know I tried

And cause you know me well

You know the tears I cried

I know I need you now

So don't close your eyes

I'd climb back out of hell

To see you on the other side

Lord can you take me home (Take me home)

Cause I've been gone for so long (So long)

When my sins become known

I lose the strength to hold on (Ho-old on)

All my seeds have been sewn

Hoping that they grow strong (Grow strong)

Like water out of the stone

Bring purpose out of my wrongs (Out of my wrongs)