Anxiety Lyrics

I wanna clear something up before I get into this one

I ain't depressed

And

I ain't in my feelings no more

But

I just wanna share my experiences

Feel me

You see the thing is

I've been distant and I know that

But countless times I've tried to open up and people show that

I've only got myself I swear I've only got my own back

That's why I'm all alone akh

That's why I've got anxiety

I still got anxiety that's why I'm always hurting

That's why these girls just can't get close to me they don't deserve it

When you're different in society you're treated as a burden

That's why I'm so direct and people say I'm too assertive

But there's another side to me I barely even claim

A side of me that still believes these girls are all the same

Been learning how to trust and people lie right to my face

I've spoken bout my broken heart still living with the pain

Now I know that I've told you I'm different before

And I, can't lie I did this before

Wrote about feelings, healing, grieving, how I was barely sleeping and more

But this one's 'bout something deeper now

The shit that I just don't speak about

My mental's fucked and that's on all the mad tings I dream about

And to the girls that I've fucked over in the past, look I'm sorry how I done you

I don't wanna get close so I protect my heart just trust me I ain't the one for you

I been told I'm an opportunist

I take advantage

I don't give a fuck

I've been told that I lie too much but I'd do anything to be harder to love

I still got anxiety that's why I'm always hurting

That's why these girls just can't get close to me they don't deserve it

When you're different in society you're treated as a burden

That's why I'm so direct and people say I'm too assertive

But there's another side to me I barely even claim

A side of me that still believes these girls are all the same

Been learning how to trust and people lie right to my face

I've spoken bout my broken heart still living with the pain

I still got anxiety from all I've been through

In Heartbreak Hotel I told the world about a kid who's had enough of being hurt

It didn't work to tell the truth

But now it's time to talk about my mental health

I hate it when they say they'll stick around but always up and leave you

I've never been the type to be emotional I hold it all inside

So when I say I'm fine I'm probably not but I'll still lie

I'll probably fake a smile a bit and that's cause that's cause I still got anxiety

I still got anxiety that's why I'm always hurting

That's why these girls just can't get close to me they don't deserve it

When you're different in society you're treated as a burden

That's why I'm so direct and people say I'm too assertive

But there's another side to me I barely even claim

A side of me that still believes these girls are all the same

Been learning how to trust and people lie right to my face

I've spoken bout my broken heart still living with the pain

There you have it

I didn't do this shit for sympathy either don't get it twisted

This the end of an era

No more in my feelings songs after this one I promise

Haha