Am I Wrong? Lyrics

Would someone tell me what the deal is

It's müllaaaaathakidd

My life's complicated don't know where to start

I've been struggling to cope sometimes I've got a broken heart

Don't get it twisted fuck a bitch it's like I'm struggling to love

I lost my bro when I was young and that shit really hit me hard

So am I wrong?

For drinking Hennessy to mask the pain?

Am I wrong?

For thinking that these girls are all the same?

Am I wrong to hide my feelings barely sleeping who's to blame?

Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?

I won't ever claim depression you can call it what you want

I just say I've learnt my lessons I try not to open up

I've had countless studio sessions here's to hoping I blow up

And now I'm drinking from the bottle here's to coping man I'm fucked

My life's changing for the better I can't lie I'm starting to heal

From all this trauma I've got in my head been learning how to deal

With my emotions

I've heard that my heart is frozen

I don't wanna feel sometimes

I'm mixing drinks like making potions

It's potent

If I told you I was fine I swear I lied I won't deny

But you just couldn't do a thing to change the way I feel inside

I'm antisocial

I don't talk to no one no more

I've had friends turn into strangers

Strangers begging me for phone calls

They're so bored

But

My life's complicated don't know where to start

I've been struggling to cope sometimes I've got a broken heart

Don't get it twisted fuck a bitch it's like I'm struggling to love

I lost my bro when I was young and that shit really hit me hard

So am I wrong?

For drinking Hennessy to mask the pain?

Am I wrong?

For thinking that these girls are all the same?

Am I wrong to hide my feelings barely sleeping who's to blame?

Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?

I never thought that I'd be writing bout my feelings in a song

But recently my mind's been everywhere except where it belongs

I don't wanna sound cliché been fighting demons way too long

And now I'm pouring out my broken heart I'm learning to move on

Would someone tell me what the deal is

I don't wanna hurt no more I'm sick of fucking feelings

Not gonna lie been struggling recently but now I'm healing

I wanna be numb that's why the Hennessy's appealing

I want my fucking freedom of mind

I've got pain in my heart you can see in my eyes

Every single fucking day I wear a different disguise

Got a smile on my face but I'm broken inside

Trust me you would never know there's things harder to hide

My life's complicated don't know where to start

I've been struggling to cope sometimes I've got a broken heart

Don't get it twisted fuck a bitch it's like I'm struggling to love

I lost my bro when I was young and that shit really hit me hard

So am I wrong?

For drinking Hennessy to mask the pain?

Am I wrong?

For thinking that these girls are all the same?

Am I wrong to hide my feelings barely sleeping who's to blame?

Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?

Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?

It's müllaaaaathakidd