recovery position Lyrics

If my mind was working normally

I'd sing lullabies to all my capabilities

And watch with bated breath as they all disappear

And then I'm stuck in my pit again

In time I think I'll come to realise

That all of my life was in front of me

But for now I'll allow myself to wallow in my sin

And wait for the light to come flying through my window

But as the morning appears in front of me

I'll fake a smile and wander out into the unknown

Playing games with my emotions to see if they're still there

And leaving every thought of you behind

I'll run away for a little bit

And find my little niche to curl up in

I'm so warm by the fire of your hope

But the thawing process takes a while, doesn't it

It's the life that I've always thought I'd lead

Throwing coins in a pool and wishing for something better

When I should know I need to get it myself

But if only I knew how to achieve things