forgotten poet Lyrics

I just want to run away

I just want to get away from it all

Do you understand today

Do you understand today begins the fall

I wrote lyrics that didn't mean shit to me

And I tore them all up so no one would ever see

But it doesn't matter now, you'll never hear it now

I've gone away for now, into the evening air

And I'm still trying to remember your faces

But clearly you weren't in my places

That I went when I was sad, when I was down

When I was blue

But still I write lyrics about how much I miss you

I just want to run away

I just want to get away from it all

Do you understand today

Do you understand today begins the fall

You were a part of me for so long

I forgot what it was like to belong

I just wanted to be love, I just wanted to be held

I just wanted to be valued, not viewed at arms' length

But I don't think you miss me like I miss you

Since I left in the night like the morning dew

And I'm a distant memory of what used to be

But still I write lyrics hoping you think of me