CORROSIVE Lyrics

Old ways of thinking so corrosive

Got tired of always feeling hopeless

Destructive patterns not coping

Thankful I dont wake up dope sick

Old ways of thinking so corrosive

Got tired of always feeling hopeless

Destructive patterns not coping

Thankful I dont wake up dope sick

Right behind the veil I done took so many L's

Problems back to back didnt think that I'd prevail

Sitting in my darkness that is where the demons dwelled

Drink myself to death I felt I couldn't love myself

Idle ideations as I'm loading up these shells

Had to get back up dust myself off when I fell

A lesson learned in time every single time I failed

Had to swallow pride speak up hard to ask for help

Took me 30 years to start to care about my health

Took me 25 just to realize I'm not well

Tried to take my life cause I thought my life was hell

Much to my surprise I'm alive to tell the tale

Old ways of thinking so corrosive

Got tired of always feeling hopeless

Destructive patterns not coping

Thankful I dont wake up dope sick

Old ways of thinking so corrosive

Got tired of always feeling hopeless

Destructive patterns not coping

Thankful I dont wake up dope sick

Old ways of thinking so corrosive

Got tired of always feeling hopeless

Destructive patterns not coping

Thankful I dont wake up dope sick

I was always high when I use to sell drugs

Not a great picture its developed

In a lot of circles I wasn't welcomed

Now my eyes well up when I think of self love

Tell me what it's worth what's it for what's the point

Yea I know it hurts to rebuild what's destroyed

If you really yearn for the filling of the void

Advice from me to you would be instilling a better choice

Practice lots of discipline

So much I've been living with

Weighing out the risk of it

Notice what the difference is

Born in 92

Been a rough go

It's a rough road I've been flying through

I'm the proof this world is cold

If it's not than I guess I'm confused

Born in 92

Been a rough go

It's a rough road I've been flying through