HABITS Lyrics

These haters on my dick this shit up on my mind

Get a penny for your thoughts But I'll never drop a dime

Searching for some peace, yeah just some piece of mind

Hard to do these demons keep screaming deep inside

On my darkest days Searching for a gleam of light

Talking to myself saying it'll be alright

I read & write between the lines

The pen I'm bleeding dry

I needed time to see the side of me that needs a life

Look into my eyes somethings just can't be disguised

Tell me what you see bet you it can't be described

I've wished that I was dead now I want to be alive

Crazy how that works maybe I just need to smile

That's so fucking helpful I needed that advice

Pretty heavy stuff think I need to bag it twice

I'll take that to my grave hope they close my casket tight

Think I'll have a casket, now that's asinine

Breaking down this weed while I take a hit of acid

I don't panic I'm just grinning I'm jus living I am laughing

When I'm manic micro dose might go up in the attic

Peek around a little bit go surfing through the static

I was damaged, better now, better better than imagined

So erratic, never landed always chasing dragons

I could never catch it running running yeah I went and ran it

Right into the fucking ground crashed right into the planet

Shake it off play it off tried to hide my habits

Didn't work that's for sure you can ask my family

At my worst they're concerned that this is turning tragic

Needed help off to hell I was headed in a basket

Felt it in my atoms but I always hated asking

Now I'm dodging bullshit like I'm cutting through some traffic

Crazy looking back at my past and all my antics

I see the bigger picture so I gotta keep it candid