I'm Always Tired Lyrics

I'm always tired even when I'm done sleeping

I got nothing to say though I never stop thinking

I pass out with the light on and my clothes off

My book open my walls up

I build them everyday to keep the old me far away

See it's better like that

Don't remember how good I had it

Better like that

See it's been a long time since you could call me unblemished

When the lights go out in the sky I look for a man to finish

I've heard stories of true love and lifetimes

And honestly it's just bullshit in my eyes

I guess I'm desensitized

I'm under the weather

I'm under the covers

Trying to discover

Myself in another

I want it all but I settle for nothing

I broke the fall but I never stopped bleeding

I throw blame when I know that it's my fault

We all lie just to feel a little bit strong

But I can't be vulnerable

Not again

Why start just so we can end

Not again

I got a dream but I always forget it

I try to reach but I'm not even moving

I lash out at bodies and classes and memories

Seen in sad colored glasses

I wish I could focus

Where is my mind

Where is my mind

Where is my mind

Where is my mind

Where is my mind

Where is my mind

I'm under the weather

I'm under the covers

Trying to discover

Myself in another

I'm under the weather

I'm under the covers

Trying to discover

Myself in another

Myself in another

I'm always tired even when I'm done sleeping