I'm Anxious Lyrics

I am not a fan of asking for help

While I still don't know how to do things on my own

I could tell you the key to connection is communicating

While I bury secrets beneath my soul

I'm anxious even when I'm happy

I get freaked out about spinning around in space

I'm anxious for my neighbor

I don't know how any of us get out of here safe

I was raised as a good Christian

I walked in the light with an edited type of myself

Now I prefer to imagine heaven

As a place in the stars that keeps me apart from the judgment of humans

I'm anxious to be holy

I get freaked out about who's looking down on me from space

I'm anxious for my country

I don't how we get back up after we fall from grace

How's a girl supposed to feel grounded knowing nothing surrounds us

Am I supposed to be proud of the egos that bound us

What am I to do with a body that's claimed by its government

How's a woman to raise children as you spit on empowerment

We are all so divisive

Our faith is built on crisis

How are we to tell who's lying

When we're all convinced we're righteous

I'm anxious for my birthday

What if no one shows up to watch me grow up

'Cause they're too busy watching themselves decay

I'm anxious for my future

What'll I leave behind on a planet that's dying

Don't we all just return to clay

I'm anxious

I'm anxious