I Guess That's Life Lyrics

I've been over thinking again

I'm stuck between reality and my head

But it's hard because nine out of ten

Times when I go down this burrowed den I found out soon enough

I was clearly not mistaken

Shit, I fucking hate it when I'm right

Should I follow my heart or my brain?

I wonder if I need some medicine I feel like everybody lies to me

Can you at least say goodbye to me?

So I do not feel like you are trying to hide from me

To most this may be a different side of me

Lately my mind has not been kind to me

I'm finally realizing I'm not blind I see it right in front of me

I say things when I snap

I wonder if my mind needs a map

Because I am lost inside and I don't know what's even fucking happening

I've been trying to fix myself lately

I've made it this far but sometime it gets too much

I guess that's just life

I've been making all these tracks to keep my mind distracted

Trying hard to not collapse and fall into a deep relapse

I'm trying hard to swim right back

My thoughts are piled, one big stack

It's heavy but i'll try to act like everything is fine because no one really gives a crap

Is that all you had to say?

I've been stuck inside all day

Stuck inside a daze

Living here in a cave

I'm really not ok

I'm deep inside of a rage

Deep inside of my own head space...

Fuck the world man, it's a strange place!

I just stay inside my home for my own entertainment

Lock up the windows this shit is amazing!

I can't remember the last time I even saw the pavement but that is ok...

Uh... I'm just talking this bullshit by the barnful

I should really watch what I say it can be harmful

I feel like I'm carrying the world but my arms are full...

I feel so safe in here

I call it paradise you call it living in fear

No offence

But I don't really want to interfere

So I won't answer the door or pick up the phone

'Cause when I do the world just takes me as a joke

You can't do this... you can't say that... well fuck you both then!

We live in a society just call me the joker

I don't like myself when I'm sober...

I've been trying to fix myself lately

I've made it this far but sometime it gets too much... I guess that's just life

I'm overthinking, I'm over drinking...

I'm slowly sinking in too deep

I keep shrinking... help me out now!

I'm on the brink here