My Truth Lyrics

I still think at night about the shit we use to do

I don't know why the hell you decided to up and leave

I was just sitting there and contemplating all my thoughts

And even tho suicide crossed the mind I couldn't bear the thought of my family

Dealing with it

And you know

You just went up and then you vanished

I don't know why

I still think and cry

I know you ain't by my side

And no matter what the fuck I say

I know you never gonna hear it anyway

So I just sit here express my soul through the mic

You know I gotta show my softer side

Smooth up my edges

So I can become that legend

That they are never forgetting

Then I come back embedded

With all these powers suspending me in mid air

I was so clear with you

I will never forget you

But I always regret you

And you know what they say right

Life's a roller coaster and I'm first in the fucking line

No time to wine and to dine

But as they say tho

Time heals up your wounds

So maybe in the future you'll evaporate with my blues

Yea

And I'll be good again

And won't even remember

So while this patches my scar I know that my future will better

But while I'm thinking bout you everyday

Sitting on that plane

I'm looking up into the sky

We never said our byes

I turned around you out of sight

No more look all in your eyes

Like I'm another prize

And more crying

No more lying

Moving on

And now I'm flying

Heading back where I belong

In the stars in Babylon

Super strong for eons

Beyond

Fabric of time we on

Swinging up into my song

One more verse and then you gone for good

This my truth you know

There's 2 sides to every story but you gone so I go

Speak my voice and let it flow

Like the realest man you know

And keep on grinding and grinding no matter how low my life just decides to go man