Conflicting consciences Lyrics

I'll admit it, yeah I'll say it

I've been lucid dreaming about you

In the moonlight, behind my eyes

Somehow still you are disturbing all my nights

I don't wanna, no not again

I won't put myself through all the pain

You might civilise, act like a prize

But I won't give you any more time

I spent too much, in your bed

Now I want you out of my head

I don't wanna know you anymore

My conscience is at war

I can feel the sweat on my skin

Venomous mental vision

Tell me, what does this mean

Tell me, oh, what does this mean

I don't wanna see your moves

I don't wanna know what you do

I don't want you to be the main topic of my conversations no I want some new

Things to talk about

Things to write about

Things to use to free me from my never ending self-doubt

I can see it, don't discredit

It was lying underneath my nose

There the whole time, sitting sublime

No wonder I couldn't see all the grime

I don't wanna, talk to your friends

I won't entertain and make amends

No matter the fights, or ruined nights

I'm not giving you anymore light

I abided, sat on the bench

You were down in the trench

I got lost in all the jealousy

You were lying with the deputy

I could feel the walls closing in

Tell me, how'd the air get so thin

How did I get so blind

How did I get so misaligned