Clean canvas Lyrics

I'm looking for a clean canvas

To fill with art

To deposit the surplus

Of my heart

This one that one didn't work

Maybe there's a trend or pattern hidden in the murk

Feeling overworked

Don't know when I'm gonna stop

And realise

That it doesn't matter if I'm in love

It doesn't matter if no one's ever enough

To stick around

Not let me down

I'm so sick of painting

Pictures in my mind

Never get a rest from

This hell of my design

Yeah I wanna run away

From my day to day

It's ever so mundane

I've been living inside my dreams

But the sun is high

No longer can I make believe

I've gotta look life in the eye

Decrease myself give away

Anything to them stay

Not ok

Have to find a way

Even if I sway

Find a way to keep the light

On

Cause it doesn't matter if I'm love

It doesn't matter if no one's ever enough

To tend my ground

Leave me unbound

I'm so sick of painting

Pictures in my mind

Never get a rest from

This hell of my design

Yeah I wanna run away

From my day to day

It's ever so mundane

Tears are streaming from his eyes

As they might in tranquil falls

No one knows why he cries

He couldn't help but be a fool

And now he's up late at night

Wondering if he was right

To make the choices he did when

He didn't think things would end

He had this one that one

They didn't work

Never was trend

It was only ever rotten luck

Turn it to the ten

And back again

Reset the system

Maybe then they'll miss him

Never did they listen

Couldn't see the vision

This is his admission