- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
I never completely agreed
That I'm much of a reason to even compete
My love wasn't even a reason we even conceived or conceded to be
I was conceited and lusting for cream and a dream to be seen as a king
But I wasn't nothin a fiend and deceiving the one who was dreaming of me
I've had to be last in the race cuz my dick is a piece of shit slap to the face
Leaning back with an attitude strapped to my waist
Like it's nothing to smack some new ass in the pace
How did I live so offendingly nympho with so many women presenting me
Info on how far they back bend or in to me
They so attracted and been and they been a freak
Fuckin and screaming til whatever cluckin bitch bust a nut that Im deep in
I'm just a slut and I'm even disgusted
I didn't do much to redeem it
But shit on your trust when you didn't do nothing
I couldn't give up to the reason
Until I grew up and then once I knew love
Then you were like fuck this im leavin
And evil in the madness didn't matter
It was equal to the demons in the passion we would gather
And then see the view of genuine compassion when the laughter
Couldn't lead a route to anything but sadness and disaster
Closed grip you choke is oh shit
They go then go flip
Explode then throw fits
Is cold then so sickening hoping hope lives
Inside the whole person
Broken so sick
And I can't be your
I can't be your Superman
Can't be your Superman
I can't be your super man
And forever I sit with this ledger I've lived
Lookin weathered and sick
I took time to go better my mental
However I'm shook tryin to better my kid
And im hopin what I think is going on
Really wasn't vocalized and hope im only wrong
But you ain't even really spoke to me
And low key kinda been avoiding me I only wanna talk
It ain't like I be approaching shit on any kinda trippin
Like for really I'm for really I'm supposed to get
I sit and listen try to simplify emotions
When I'm handling a gentle kind of fizzle and I know it's sick
But I exemplify the men who seek to gentrify
Any more I give I'll be extended into switchin sides
Im no longer trippin only try to get it right
Try to go and stitch up every hole he coldly ripped inside
And its forever that I'll aim to have you feeling right
Everything is better and you're treasured
Cuz I knew the pain of love once you severed it
And never thought I'd ever see the day when you gave up on us forever
Don't trip the road is so slick
You know it's no way that you'll go
With no dick
This flow is so sane but you know we're so sick
Here my whole heart it's yours to go stick
You gave me Mariah let me understand that the greatest desire
I never would change what we made but the rage and the fire
I hate being played or a liar
Don't downplay my motherfucking status or the sounds made
Every time we'd fuck or try to act as
If I'm not the one down thing that stuck around the sadness
Was the proud claim that anyone we fucked with had to manage
Imma be here bro forever the weird hoes I fuck with won't even doubt to never
Bring up anything bout the here's how we better be clear now or never
We here proud as ever
You the only one I'll ever feel a fear about walkin out
Baby There ain't nothing we can't talk about
I don't give a fuck how you get money just don't stop with how
We share exactly what we love to hate
And keep exhausting now
I'd rather go and die
Than be without you and Mariah
And I'll shout thru a mic
Until it travels thru your mind
You encapsule everything I knew I actually can spat that I have that's truly mine
And without Id collapse and lose my mind
Still the hero
You're the princess in the castle do or die
At least i got the chance to prove the lies
That you used to think were true
Brewed and crafted thru your eyes