I Tried Lyrics

Every day that I wake up pain inside

Yeah I've still got that pain in my life

Back then I was just trying to get by

Now days I'm just trying to stay high

Now days I'm just trying to stay free

But labels are calling trying to sign me

It's so hard declining when I gotta break free

Trying to make p and break through briefly

That's all I need

And I'm already up on the tv's

And I'm never gonna stop till I got a lot of money

And I've got everything that I need for my team

I've got a big dream

I'm not stopping I'm not stopping I'm full steam

I'm full stream I've been train wrecked but now I'm full speed

Yeah it's crazy

Lives been fucked up lately

I lost a lot of people that I love and then my ops had baby's

Wavy

Ha I've not been lately

I've been pushing positive vibes

And trying get better things out of my life

Trying to move forward and trying to do better

Remember back when I wrote that letter

Glad that I never did finish that letter

But I still done let her

Yeah I could of done much better

Fuck it that should of been the end of my letter

Yeah I could of done much better

Fuck it that should of been the end of my letter

Capital b full stop send letters

I don't need no more tears on my sweater

Nah

I don't need no more tears on my sweater

Ok

Back to a time I was happy back back a long long way

You never really knew about this but I've been struggling every day

I've got terrible thoughts and I'm losing weight

And I don't know how much more I can take

Cause I'm fading away just trying to escape

Trying to get free in my head make sense

Cause it don't make sense

Nah it don't make sense

This pain inside it's so immense

And it hurts me more as time commences

So really I just had to end this cycle before I end it all

And I don't wanna break and fall

I don't wanna end this all

I don't wanna break and fall

Nah I don't wanna end this all

Tried to but I guess I stalled

In my heart still got that hole

Tried to rip it out my chest and when I did I hit that floor

Cause I can't take more

I can't take no more

Tried to rip it out my chest and when I did I hit that floor

I can't take no more

I can't take no more

Fuck it I'll still keep trying though

Not a single night that I'm lying low

I'll just write my songs while driving home

Sticks and bricks and sticks and stones

I'm feeling like I've really grown

I've changed myself I'm really doing better now I'm in my zone

Chilling

Yeah so fuck negativity

Back in my own zone back with ability

Still got lots of speed and agility

I'm an a star and you're a liability

I'm invincible I'm invince a me

Don't test me you won't come close g

I've lived with strife and I'm living with pain

So now you all better listen up closely

Bang

Goes the strap to my head no jam

Because I've done lived all that I can

And I've done tried all that I can

And I think that I've tried too much

But I won't stop trying

Just know everyday that I'm living

Inside I swear I'm dying

Every night I swear I'm crying

Sick of tears and sick of drying

Off my eyes from all these tears cause really I just can't keep trying

Sick of all this weed I'm buying

Smoking but still not complying

Wish that I could switch it up but I can't stop myself from sliding

Trapped inside this ocean tidal

I don't swim and I don't like to

Gravity pulling us hyper

World aparts come close with lightening

Perfect timing meeting fighting

Waves come crashing down it's frightening

My future's brightening I won't stop writing