Transformation Lyrics

Yeah

Can you feel this?

Real-life-music

I've been makin music since I was 12 or 13

Most of it was full of hate – dirt on me

Now it’s a concern to me

I made about a 100 songs I wish I never recorded

Ignorance-and-anger-distorted

Trash for a topic

I know I can’t undo what's said, but I work and rap

And I'm certain that

I’m goin in the right direction

Write to display my affection

For everyone willing to make change

I use ink on a blank page

To encourage y’all to keep goin

Leap forward

Let the Lord guide you through

I’ve been a self righteous fool

Forgettin about life’s missin clue

Christ is the truth

He makes my heart pump and start up my day with a smile

He makes me feel brand new, He makes me alive

His word cheers me up when I’m down, He gives me balance of mind

He is the faithful father I never could find

I’ve come from out of the darkness

And I move toward the light

I hold the mic

And I’m forced to write just what’s on my mind

That’s the only way that I know

Forward is the only way I can go

So, I stay on my toes while

I pray to the Most High

While I pray to the Most High

Hate - I used to stay up on it

Now I try to make up for it

I was self seeking, me and my exes had to break up for it

Since Christ I haven’t been the same

So every single page

I write on I pour my heart out, once again, even if I am a little late

Sort of a late bloomer

I don't wanna fake moves, so I let it be known that I hate rumors

So, I let you know my situation from the jump

I lost my mind, godlessness and isolation was the cause

And the cause for that

Was more or less

That I stood beside myself, almost lost my friends

I used to feel like the greatest

A narcissist set for apocalypse

Pain has crushed me till I lost my sanity

Lost my identity

Then God must have saw my horrible vanity

And eventually I came back to my senses

Relentless two years of pain is

Behind me, they gave up on me

But they forgot I had it in me to let the pen talk for me

I’ve come from out of the darkness

And I move toward the light

I hold the mic

And I’m forced to write just what’s on my mind

That’s the only way that I know

Forward is the only way I can go

So, I stay on my toes while

I pray to the Most High

While I pray to the Most High

I've transitioned from hateful to grateful

I was so shy when I was young, so bashful it's painful

Then I tried to overcompensate it

And got greedy, feelin overlooked and underrated

Calling everyone a hater

Not realizing I took some of that hate medicine too

My friends know how the story goes I blazed hash like a fool

Got psychotic, they make me take medicine, too

I was an endlessly bitter man

Embracing all the sins I commited then

Sometimes I’m still committing them

But at the end of the day I ask the Lord for forgiveness still

I guess we want heaven and still cling to some bad stuff

I can't censor my behavior or repress what I'm after

Music for the love is all good but no love in return that’s a disaster

Still I keep recording, mixing and crafting these masters

I’ve come from out of the darkness

And I move toward the light

I hold the mic

And I’m forced to write just what’s on my mind

That’s the only way that I know

Forward is the only way I can go

So, I stay on my toes while

I pray to the Most High

While I pray to the Most High