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  • Genre:R&B
  • Year of Release:2022

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Introducing Star and ya boy Jordan J

Swiiiish


Yo I know this shit is starting to get real

Cause what you say that ain't a big deal

Is overweighting on how you really feel

And as a matter of fact everything was in tact

But you got my feelings falling all the way back

Cause I don't even know this person that I'm looking at

When we started out you appeared as perfection to me

But now I just see devil eyes starring back at me

Sometimes we get caught up in the moment

But for love to leave ya heart every time and you can't even own it

It's really beginning to fuck with me psychologically physically and emotionally

And I never been completely in the door always had both feet in with one shoe on the porch

So if the time ever came and I couldn't take no more

I could bounce like I've always done before

See with you that was never the case

I left that side of me that all my exes wished they could erase

And tho as tempting as it may be I could never leave

Cause now I got ya heart on my sleeve


How could you be by my side

Walking away from me

When you say that you love me

That can't be true

When you do what you doing to me

You're hurting me you're hurting me

Intentionally


Yo and at the same time I gotta take accountability for all I've done to bring this pain on me

Cause that disrespectful shit that I pulled the other night

Is not a probably but that's why my conscious steady fucking with me

And even if it hurts

It wasn't done intentionally

What's worse is forgiving you and me

And yeah I give you the blame for the way that shit went down

Cause when we down ya heart don't make one sound

And it's pretty fucked up

Especially if you love a nigga

The way that you say you do

Cause it's still not enough to make me give up on you

But see you gotta promise me this one thing

Say I vow to never be spiteful

I vow to always put you first

I vow to always show you that I care In better or worse

Cause if not it's better to disperse


How could you be by my side

Walking away from me

When you say that you love me

That can't be true

When you do what you doing to me

You're hurting me you're hurting me

Intentionally


See I become so numb to this pain

But what if it never fades away

How will I ever feel you again

Do I pretend that it was never gained

See I was never able to bare it all

But now you got my soul involved

And to lose myself that would be one hell of a loss

And yo I never wanted to be like this

In my feelings but fuck that pride shit

Cause at the end of the day I gotta be real with J if nobody else

Cause a bitch will never love me like I do

But I gotta give the credit where it's due

Cause you come hella close but fall back so quickly

So it's hard to see if you really are for me

And I can never be complacent with the negativity surrounding you and me but

Nah no buts if we can't grow

We might as well let it go definitely

Is it too late to figure it out

Cause right now we putting up one hell of a fight

And in the back of my mind

I hear everything you saying

Still this one question remains


How could you be by my side

Walking away from me

When you say that you love me

That can't be true

When you do what you doing to me

You're hurting me you're hurting me

Intentionally


Where is the peace in loneliness

I've only found a piece of loneliness

I'm afraid to be alone again

Alone again

Starting over is beginning

No more hurting me

It's me for me

Intentionally

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