Anxiety Attack Lyrics

Yo I wish I really hated you

Sometimes I wish I never met you too

I'm starting to regret this shit

But then I want you right back

And I'd be lying to myself

If I thought you wasn't creeping with ya old nigga

Cause you started moving on some hoe shit yeah

And all the lies you unknowingly exposed

Hardest part is knowing what I know

But you won't come clean so imma move like you and act like i don't know

Yeah

Cuts deep but imma catch this fade yo

We know

We know you know I should've been left you

Truth is I'll never get over you

But it's my fault

And that's the hardest part

What am I doing

What am I doing

It's like I'm fighting myself and I'm losing

What am I doing

What am I doing

I got this blood on my hands with no bruises

What am I doing

I adjusted to yo absence

Gave you too many chances

See that pain matured me

Ya words don't match ya actions

And now I know you was capping

When you said you loved me

Me

Pain hurts and heals

I use to give a fuck

And now I don't feel

You left me out in the cold all alone

Maybe it was ya plan all along

How you expect me to eat after that

How you think I'm gone be able to sleep after that

Man I can barely breathe after that

Damn, loss my best friend after that

What am I doing

What am I doing

It's like I'm fighting myself and I'm losing

What am I doing

What am I doing

I got this blood on my hands with no bruises

What am I doing

Yo I rather OD on these pain pills

Than to have to face my fears of losing you

I know my mind already gone

But with you breaking my soul shit I'm begging for God to bring his son home

I wanted peace

You turned that into pieces

So now I wake up in the morning, mourning

Shed so many tears cause I thought you was top tier

Then I realized that you told real lies

Couldn't even look me in the eyes and apologize

You lost me

You missed ya shot

Karma gone be the best gift i ever got you