Adipocere ft. Eleanor Forte Lyrics

Fog inside my mind is cleared away and may be really gone this time

Keep away the tears that spilled every night over the things I wasn't strong enough to fight

But now I have become powerful, its a power that is foreign to my life

My fear is flowerful 'cause this power may be limited to tonight

I hope this banishment of hopelessness 'aint something

That I'll reminisce about in about four weeks time

I hope this isn't fantasy about the love I'd feel for me

If I didn't just wanna die

And all the happiness that I can see with crystalizing clarity

Is nothing less than a steep climb

To the top of vanity in this moral insanity to find my prime

This stability is suspicious and frightening to me

Due to all the years I spent in misery

From the misfortune my disability brings forth to me

At the hands of those who exploited all my vulnerability

Dropping the sands enclosed in an hourglass counting down to agony

I hope this banishment of hopelessness 'aint something

That I'll reminisce about in about four weeks time

I hope this isn't fantasy about the love I'd feel for me

If I didn't just wanna die

And all the happiness that I can see with crystalizing clarity

Is nothing less than a steep climb

To the top of vanity in this moral insanity to find my prime

Now the world feels clear, I see the colors of my own grey atmosphere

I am trying to convince myself they're here

So my mind does not become adipocere

I don't notice that this mask's fading, but I am in preparation for if it does

I wanna hope that I'm trading this depression for the person I hoped I was

When I hope this banishment of hopelessness 'aint something

That I'll reminisce about in about four weeks time

I hope this isn't fantasy about the love I'd feel for me

If I didn't just wanna die

And all the happiness that I can see with crystalizing clarity

Is nothing less than a steep climb

To the top of vanity in this moral insanity to find my prime