Petals Lyrics

I'm not the hands that raped me

I'm not your chance at beauty

My beauty stands inside me

Untouched by man despite what I've seen

All the time spent scratching skin

You spent improving from within

I'm happy for you

Does that erase what you put me through

After six long years of hate,

Have I finally charged your weight in gold

After taxing through

Is it time to forgive you

I'm not the dreams that haunt me

I'm not the screams that taunt me

Your arms no longer choke me

Goodbye to those who broke me

All the time spent scratching skin,

You spent improving from within

I'm happy for you

Does that erase what you put me through

After six long years of hate,

Have I finally charged your weight in gold

After taxing through

Is it time to forgive you

My petals fell beside me

I wish them well and let them guide me

Through my mistakes and kindly

Take what remains despite what I've been

Do I hate or do I love

The man who took the girl I was

And made her the woman

I've created from woolen love

That love it took me six long years

But now I've gone and faced my fears so

Ethan I hope you're well

Though you've made my life a living hell