Can't Handle Grief Lyrics

Fuck this, fuck life, fuck you

I can't live like this, wanting to go after you

I may fucking riot, tired of all the fucking lies

I told myself, you told me, know you didnt

But now imma lose it, now drug imma start using

Feeling like a storm brewing

Maybe it was me who blew it

Dreams of murder I am getting

Fucking killer, like a gremlin

Used to be an 11, soon to be in the 711

Hope you like the dumpster

I asked you to dump her

Fucking bitch, I may be dumber

Blind with red like bull

Stab you with a knife that's dull

Now time for the infection

Last time your ass will get an erection

Might go fucking anorexic

Fuck all this stress, I'm the best man

Name me yes man

Now he a dead man

Ok hold up, what the fuck?

What have I just done?

Nothing yet, but I have those sick thoughts

I need help, send me down to hell

Maybe some drugs I should find, take a lot

Stop myself from acting upon my thoughts

Darkest impulse, should I stop my pulse to save another's pulse

Oh my god, join a suicide cult

Nah, imma find a colt, blow my brains out

No one cares now, so imma shout loud

Can't handle Grief

Turn myself into an enemy

Man I'm just so dead to me

No one come and fuck with me