Kill Myself (So The Others Will Be Okay) Lyrics

Everywhere I look I see the fakes on the hook

Reeling in, I should know, it's by the book

A fisherman casting one last time, one last rhyme

Out of time, no reason stay alive

If I can't thrive I'll die, ain't no way will I survive

I'm a bother to the others

They told me to stay in my lane

But I never found one to drive in

To left to be right, to right to be wrong, inside I've been dying

Haven't been happy in years

Family said fuck queers

So I was masterbaiting

Couldn't take it, all the hating

Soon I'll be hanging, ain't know ones fault but mine

Walking along a fault line

Knew I'd fall with time, that's all I do

Switch drugs for cuts, cuts for drugs

A caffeine fiend

Stay awake all night cause I'm scared to sleep

Cut me till I bleed, ain't nothing I believe

Live life to the fullest, well I did it

It was so vivid, happy child hood, fucked up the rest

Ain't no way I'll take the rest

They'll have to put me under arrest

They told me to go date, but when I do they say I failed them

I'll ask if they hate me, the answers is probably

Hate the sin love the sinner, makes me feel like a winner

Soon I'll be a killer, a blood spiller

Take some drugs eat a 9 Miller

All in the hope they'll be okay

When I'm gone, they'll know me as the gay

Who begged to stay but they said to go live in decay

That's my mental place

I was tired of the pain

Tired of being told I'm shit, everything I do was negative

Maybe they'll stop being insensitive, after they lose me,

But who knows, we know they never gave sympathy

So you can know you were the end of me

Everywhere I look I see the fakes on the hook

Reeling in, I should know, it's by the book

A fisherman casting one last time, one last rhyme

Out of time, no reason stay alive

If I can't thrive I'll die, ain't no way will I survive

Everywhere I look I see the fakes on the hook

Reeling in, I should know, it's by the book

A fisherman casting one last time, one last rhyme

Out of time, no reason stay alive