why Lyrics

I cut my hair and I douse my eyes

Of any lasting signs of light

I burn my ribs and oxidize

I keep to myself reasons why

Why is it always me?

Isolation, my tempers so different

For any swell reason, I guess I never listened

And this is the habit of being your best girl

This havoc's inherent, I watch as you let go

The wreckage in the corner of my eye

Don't reappear to my demise

I should have listened on that night

Oh, how I'd hate to spend my life

Oh, how I'd hate to be his wife

For now, I'm sitting at your tapestry

I stare at all the angels and their faces

What god has made me so complacent?

I fall so behind, I fall so vacant

I pray for cheeks so thin and aching

That's when I'm worth more than the same shit

Why?

Cut yourself the life you thought you knew

Yes, I love you, it's just no use

That funny truth slips somehow loose

Lie

Cut yourself the crime for one last truce

I follow through, bruise black and blue

That funny truth crawls back to you

I cut my hair and I douse my eyes

Of any lasting signs of light

I burn my ribs and oxidize

I keep to myself reasons why