neverwin Lyrics

Does it matter to you like you say that it does

When I kiss you goodnight and you leach on my blood?

Am I lonely enough not to say what it was

When you use me and tell me that I am enough

I've been sinking, my temptations drive me overboard

He wants a wedding, but he's only getting half my word

She says I'm overthinking everything, I'm not so sure

Fuck, I'm still shaking over all the things I overheard

And baby I know things that you don't know

That make me feel like shit

I'm so sick of losing

But I know I never win

I haven't been too motivated for the past few days

And all my friends just wanna kill me cause I'm not the same

And I just sleep through all my thoughts until I wake up dazed

Just thinking, fuck, I'm still 16, I think I need a break

And baby I don't wanna ask you the confusing shit

Three bullets in my clip, I'm still defusing it

And I'm so shallow and my shadow loves abusing it

Your boy hit follow on my Insta, not refusing it

Please that's enough of that

I can't escape this shell, I can't just tell you who you're looking at

You said I looked the same, I'd say I've changed but no you never asked

I've disappointed everyone, but still, I'm never looking back

If you were me, you'd never wonder why I'm never coming back

I've been sinking, my temptations drive me overboard

He wants a wedding, but he's only getting half my word

She says I'm overthinking everything, I'm not so sure

Fuck, I'm still shaking over all the things I overheard

You're always thinking about the ways that you can get ahead

You keep me stuck on all the things I know you never meant

And all the pressure made me think that it was in my head

And I was perfect till you crossed me, now you're lying dead

I know things that you don't know that make me feel like shit

I'm so sick of losing but I know I never win

Always second guess my intuition, lose my grip

Do I bore you out?

Like, baby, sorry if I did