It's Hard to Look You in The Eye When You're Not Really There Lyrics

Lights fade in lights fade to black

I hang my thoughts upon the coat rack

Breathe in

Breathe out slow

Do you remember the way you looked at me

When you called my name and I forgot how to breathe

I see right through you

I need to feel you

Do you see right through me

Snapback to reality

I can hear the sound of your voice calling out

It takes a conscious effort to recall your face

And I can't tell the difference between what's real and what is not

But that's okay I'll just avoid eye contact

I'm sorry I'm not myself today

I'm sorry but who are you today

I'm sorry I'm not myself today

I'm sorry but who are you today

I'm sorry I'm not myself today

I'm sorry I'm not myself

I'm sorry I'm not myself today

It's getting hard to concentrate on things that matter

So I let it slip away

I'm scared

Sorry this isn't me but

But god damn

Don't look at me like that

I swear I'm not insane

Get me the hell out of this nightmare

I can hear the sound of your voice calling out

It takes a conscious effort to recall your face

And I can't tell the difference between what's real and what is not

But that's okay I'll just avoid eye contact

Oh I might just lay here for a while

Cause I can't feel my heartbeat

Is it my time

If this is it then at least you could look me in the eye