Cognitive Disarray Lyrics

All the snakes inside the garden are crawling towards the inside of my bones

I don't know what I've become

I just know that I don't like who I am

All I hear are sirens

I can't stop spiraling down

My insides fall to the ground

If I stay here, I think I might drown

I smoke to kill the feel

The truth is making me ill

I can't tell if this is real

I'm so far away

While you're right here

I seek the freedom

Which they hold so dear

I don't know what I've become

I just know that I don't like who I am

all I hear are sirens

Colors fade

The sun turns to grey

I lost track of every day

Where I wasn't wasted away

Colors fade

The sun it turns to grey

I lost track of every day

Where I wasn't wasted away

Colors fade

The sun it turns to grey

I lost track of every fucking day

Where I wasn't wasted away

I cut my face

So they'll see

My disgrace won't go away

I swear I will leave you

I feel my face

Still the same

My distaste for everything

I swear I still need you

I see your face and by the way

I have so many things to say

But I just sleep with you