Legacy Lyrics

I sit back with a stack of paper with a vaper, misty clouds of minty vapor

Numbers on the calculator fly around the room, they went over the radar

They keep on goin’ up like elevators

I shoulda studied more, but teachers didn’t wanna pull me through the door

Do i care anymore? I guess i don’t, i’m a rapper now, all i do is write down to mourn

I never been no motherfucker beggin’

It’s all about the legacy, i wish i could wash up a new identity to be somebody rich

What kinda fucking music should i spit to be somebody rich

Should i be shootin’ some videos puckerin' my lips

Broken promises and jealousy

It’s like we live with felonies

And this money can turn your best friend into your enemy

I’ve been lookin’ for a special melody to tell you what i got in me

And what’s inside o’ me is just a daddy with a lotta fears, I’m tryna be a better me

And mommy had to put up with some shit i never wish upon nobody

Maybe, i’ma tell you when you get a little older

And even when yo’ dad did enfold her

My kisses made her lose her composure

I’m sorry kiddies, yo daddy’s got no treasure

But once i grab the gat, they beggin’ me to come over

I’ma leave a legacy before the song is over

No, i don’t even know where you gonna go if you not with me by my side

No, please don’t let me go, i don’t wanna go

I got this legacy, i’ma give you my soul

It’s been 10 years, we had some ups and downs, yeah the rain almost got me drowned

But i swam back up and down back to the bottom

Broken bottles on the flo’, you got forgotten

Yeah these thoughts i had to block ‘em and these demons, had to shoot ‘em

I fucking had to clear the rumors

I had a headache but it wasn’t a tumor

More like a fuckin’ hangover, you lost yo’ sense of humor

Felt like you was a roomer

In yo’ own flat, lonely, weepin’ in a cold pad

Puttin’ on yo’ make up staring at the mirror, you were so sad

You was melting down, while i was texting another chick

I shoulda put the phone down

But i couldn’t, you wish i coulda kissed you but i couldn’t

I bet you wish you coulda shot me if you had a bullet

A finger on the trigger, i know you wouldn’t be afraid

To pull it if you had to pull it, would ya

Would i be a cheater

No i guess you was so fucking bitter, god i was a fucking quitter

And you shoulda been the one who had the glitter

I bet you woulda skittered if you didn’t care a lot about me

And the way i’ve treated you

Was just a piss-take, and i wanted to keep that a secret

I didn’t want anybody to know we had a weakness

My little Venus, how could there be this gap between us?

You got me speechless, and this overdose of yo’ sweetness

Got me thinkin', i was so much in love

I couldn’t mess everything up, i couldn’t stand to see you weep

You couldn’t sleep, coz i was a ghost-lover but our relationship could not be over

I stumbled over pictures of us in Miami

It got me in a manic state, i couldn’t breathe, so much panic

You were smiling, i was smiling

We were smiling and you and me seemed so organic