Polarvoid ft. Time, AwareNess & Erica Zandelin Lyrics

We were talking about making new songs last week

But last week was like 8 years it's funny how time sneaks

Rhymes compete I was blind from this seat

It took a punch in the face to teach my ego defeat

But here I am, back on my chucks I'm running up

We said we would make it with this rap shit and my time ain't up

This ain't no pop shit or weird shit its no vet shit or rookie shit

This some fuck Sal's pizza shop breaking windows on some Mookie shit

We here we been here, 10 years bad luck but we didn't break a mirror

This ain't bad luck, this is destiny, the mirror's a window its so clear

I've written poems, I've written articles but never suicide notes

I've received death threats but threw them out the capsized boat

Here we are swimming, the future's still grinning

Last show we did AwareNess was in the background the bass had me spinning

The numb from a show still feels the same like when we were in high school

Music was my true inspiration, meeting other artists my true education

Self-expression, speaking out my truest lesson

Forgiveness will be my final lesson, until then that punch to my face was a blessing

Guns to our face we threw rocks on 38th

My car window got broke, the cops came but we escaped

Thoughts from an adolescent, depressed with no anti-depressants

Just a notebook, just a pen, and a flow that was aggressive

Face covered in acne, MC Pepperoni

Lungs kept popping, I was pot washing, out the hospital and bony

Perfected the craft, Points used to make me laugh

This was before they imprisoned half the lab

When I got arrested my mom paid the fines

I got a job and paid her back with money that was mine

I'm here cause somebody loved me they put no one else above me

I'm just trying to show that to someone else who's life's been ugly

Life got real, it's funny how time steals

I look in the mirror I touch my face but can't feel

Some way down there

I was running down this road, this road

Some way out there

I've been looking for a golden soul

You can cage the singer but you can't cage the song

This is for Robert, man we love you stay strong

I spit these bars to break yours, I hate yours

I pray yours, break down, I'm faithful, I'm hopeful not hateful

Close your eyes and float through the city, I see you in the astral come fly with me

You hand me a pen it's made out of quartz you tell me love's worth more than a Porsche

You tell me to write and fight these feelings, meditate and levitate to the ceiling

You say burn some sage when you're up on stage, use your anger, recycle your rage

Compost all your anger, use it for your garden

Water your seeds with gratefulness, forgive and never pardon

Messed up people mess up, too many wolves are playing dress up

With rent they wanna stress us, with debt I'm playing catch up

The studio's my confession booth, AwareNess' beats bless us

The sidewalks a scantron the state just wants to test us

Each verse is like a diary, books lit a fire in me

From Baldwin to Conrad to Hooks they inspire me

Speak to the beat like a therapist, we all know how rare that is

My heart's my ghost writer, vulnerability's where the marriage is

I'm anti past I'm anti future I'm anti now I'm pro void

Cause i just want to exist somewhere, are we all droids?

I'm not saving hip hop it saved me

Then it took all my money and gave me a pile of maybes

But I'm an alchemist I could turn a probably into a positive

Words are magic that's why you have to spell to make oxygen

We all have wounds and if you're breathing they're healing

Who cares what they think, guilt is another word for stealing

Some would rather feel pain than nothing at all

I cried when I read that painted on a wall