Ask Myself Lyrics

I'm goin' straight in

Is this really where I'm supposed to be

Questions I gotta ask myself

Like do I know who I'm becoming 'fore I mask myself

It's like I know where I'm going 'til I distract myself

Trynna make a way out of no way until I trap myself

Yeah

I gotta ask myself

What's the point in having friends when you can't ask for help

They see my records in the store but try to pass the shelf

Can't even lie I seen it coming like when I jack myself

Yeah

I gotta ask myself

What's the point in finding love when I can't find myself

Why go chasin' somebody that only prides themselves

Why put me in a position to jeopardise my health

I know I'm going to Heaven but swear this life is Hell

People ask how I'm living I tell 'em life is well

'Cause I don't wanna burden nobody and I don't like to dwell

I don't like being broke so I let my pockets swell

Uh

Oreo Cookies when I inhale

You know it's loud when they look and start identifying the smell

I know it's hard not to look when a star just walked in the building

Yeah I'm manifestin' a billion

They gon' label me a villain all these beats that I'm killin'

Not worried about opinions gotta stick with the vision

Catch it in 4K my reality's vivid

A lot of y'all livin' life like it's fiction

Portrayin' an image when you don't fit the description

Yeah I gotta ask myself

Why all the times that I fell down I had to catch myself

I gotta ask myself

If I met me would I like me or would I cast myself

When you stop trynna fit in they tell you act yourself

My life's a movie so truly I'd have to act myself

There's a lot I've been stressin' it's not a joke to me

I had to cut some people off that was close to me

But if this path was predestined that's how it's supposed to be

I can't force what it is or what its opposed to be

I can't make no excuses this who I chose to be

The example for all the ones that mean the most to me

I'm a brother and uncle that means the world to me

So all that love I'm concealing ain't for the world to see

Nah that doesn't work for me

I can't be lookin' defenseless now that's exposing me

I can see through the haters and who they pose to be

Watchin' my back when I'm out like

Is this really where I'm supposed to be

Questions I gotta ask myself

Like do I know who I'm becoming 'fore I mask myself

It's like I know where I'm going 'til I distract myself

Trynna make a way out of no way until I trap myself

Yeah

I gotta ask myself

What's the point in having friends when you can't ask for help

I'm on a journey to purpose and only have myself

So if I know I'm not perfect why do I drag myself

I gotta ask myself

What's the point in finding love when I can't find myself

It's when you know you're the best but gotta remind yourself

Feels like you got something to prove when you define yourself