Jesus On My Mind Lyrics

Am I ungrateful for my hatred of mundaneness

It rains in April right before the heat when May hits

I was a loser all my life now they wanna show me love

So I just don't know how to take it

I just fake it

I used to think you had to fake it 'til you make it

Until I spoke into existence all the things I really hated

Started losing friends but the quicker I lose my patience

I don't got the time or see a reason to try and save it

Don't waste your energy and time out here trynna turn a hoe into a wife

I know that lust can turn you blind or stab you from behind

Thinkin' it's love you're trynna find

I had to learn too many times

I been hurt too many times

Now I don't know how to shine

I got Jesus on my mind

'Cause I know he's here beside

When there's no one left behind

I had to learn too many times

I been hurt too many times

Now I don't know how to shine

I got Jesus on my mind

'Cause I know he's here beside

When there's no one left behind

I know the hatred and betrayal started with Judas

Too many people say they're friends but really fruitless

If it was benefitin' them they'd run to do it

But when you need a helping hand they become useless

I've been a student of discerning out the foolish

'Cause having squares in your circle that's just stupid

I've been running from my past searching for newness

But don't know where I'm running to so I feel clueless

Don't risk your life or peace of mind

By not knowing who's almighty and divine

I learned that love can turn you blind or stab you from behind

If from the world you're trynna find

I had to learn too many times

I been hurt too many times

Now I don't know how to shine

I got Jesus on my mind

'Cause I know he's here beside

When there's no one left behind

I had to learn too many times

I been hurt too many times

Now I don't know how to shine

I got Jesus on my mind

'Cause I know he's here beside

When there's no one left behind